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( you can skip to the part after my sigh if you want to spare yourself some angsting)

Lately I've been feeling rather lonesome. It may not be the right word, but it works. I still got friends, true...but what I lack is chances to talk.

I like talking about my interests and my ideas with others, but its hard to find someone willing to listen and give me an opinion. I can't talk about...about games, anime and so on with my offline friends. None of them are into that. That makes me feel tremendously alone.

So I look for some consolation in the friends I make over the internet. But things are starting to turn rotten lately. Some of them are around less and less due to offline lives being too demanding. I can understand that, but...not even time to swap an e-mail? Not even time for some chat? I can't believe that.

Some seem to despair or get irritated when I want to talk about something slightly into the creative zone. Well yes, I'm an insecure wimp, sometimes I want to ask people's opinion to get my head straight. I know there's people who don't want to hear about this stuff; but sometimes I really need it.

Others sometimes are too...abrupt. Overdemanding. I end up feeling they are taking out their frustration on me. I drift away from them.

Most basically seem to just...lose interest after a while. I know I can get a bit dull sometimes and distracted easily. But all you need to do is nudge me a little bit. I'm most likely not doing it on purpose.

*sigh*

On other news...I have to say I'm a little ashamed of some of the people who expressed interest in the idea of me doing comissioned art. I only just said I am CONSIDERING doing so, and what happens? I get a Note from a certain somebody asking me to draw DMC rape/yaoi in exchange for 60$.

...Well yeah, I'm not gonna do that kind of thing, no matter how much you pay. I've got certain rules...and certain expectations of myself. I won't sell myself out doing yaoi from the start.

>_> I also had a big laugh out of a silly little guy who sent me this...hilarious (I guess) note in fanfiction.net. The whole thing was a lecture on DMC timeline, Dante's age and whether he's powerful enough to surpass Sparda etc, etc... (like I don't know these two things already).

¬¬ He even seemed to confuse Trish with Tess.

So...here's a message for your smartasses out there; READ my frickin' stories before you come hankering around to me to play smart. And remember, I'm an OCD perfectionist, it makes me do my homework THOROUGHLY before I sit down to write a fanfic with an established timeline. Don't come lecturing ME about timelines...You can lecture/debate about how in-character I keep canons, about whether my OCs lean towards Mary-Sue, you can even lecture me about some situations--

But you cannot lecture me about timelines. You'll just be telling me things I know, and I really hate it when someone does that. >_> Do you think I am that stupid? Jesus...

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